Day 1 without you.

She and her family finally moved to another city. I don't want to say a lot of goodbyes to her because it makes me feel more sad, I don't want to delay my misery anymore. Since we first get along together last 2 months ago, I didn't expect to much, I always think that someday she will leave me. And when her mom told us that they will be moving soon, I felt a little sad, just a little. I learned my lesson well " The more you expect the more you invite hurt and disappointments."

And now shes gone, life must still go on.

Light up the darkness

Bob Marley had this idea. It was kind of a virologist idea. He believed that you could cure racism and hate... literally cure it, by injecting music and love into people's lives. When he was scheduled to perform at a peace rally, a gunman came to his house and shot him down. Two days later he walked out on that stage and sang. When they asked him why - He said, "The people, who were trying to make this world worse... are not taking a day off. How can I? Light up the darkness."

Milky Way

Milky Way

Telescoping is what i do when I am here,
shooting up to the stratosphere and then..
Discovering that I do own the universe,
plus the promise and the curse with it.

In another world, in another place.
Spinning over in my mind,
the universe I find is mine.

I drown inside inside the Milky Way,
which I created in a day.
Turning in my head like yo-yo in a thread.

Everything those spinning cause,
like Venus, Mars with mending force.
Happening in my mind,
just like the force that binds.

Because the universe is mine.

Photon finding is part of all the mystery,
draining out our batteries.
Whats the meaning of all the pains and misery??
choking up our energy's and blood.

In another world, in another place.
Floating like I'm inside
In the ever sea outside is clear.

I dwell inside the Milky Way,
which I created in a day.
Turning in my head yo-yo in thread.

Coz everything the spinning cause,
like Venus, Mars with mending force.
Flowing in my mind just like the force that bind.

Because the universe is mine.

No more searching for answers in outer space,
everything is in a place today.
Quantum leaping happens in the inner brain,
the memories just go insane and pain

In another world, in another place.
playing hidden in those nerves,
is our time, space that curves and bends.

And everything will be fine..

After my ex girlfriend and I broke up 3 years ago I used to tell myself that everything will be fine. But sometimes i keep remembering her whether i like or not, she's just like a pop up virus in computer that keeps on popping even if you close it. I don't know what kind of spell that she gave to me.

But now i finally realized that i don't need her, just like she don't need me when we are still together. And now everything will be fine...:D

How To Save The World

"even an ordinary man can become a superman"

Time will tell

Its sad when you beginning to know and like someone, then suddenly she will leave you by moving out somewhere. Its hard to think that someday she will forget me, I know I'm beginning to become too emo right now but this how i feel. But I'm trying to think the bright side of things, that maybe she will not forget me, maybe. I know I have a part in her life even though its not deep down in her heart and soul, I know someday she will come back, Someday.

Just past few hours ago I'm just looking in her eyes staring blankly, and thinking and hoping that someday she will know that someone is right here for her. The question is how will she know that I'm just right here for her?? whew i guess time will tell..

Whos Gonna Win???

Hopefully lakers will win hahahhahahahhha!