My Shots No. 9

Up hill

Beachhead

Justapix

Twilight

Regrets

Why is it every time I'm losing someone or I didn't do what I have to do, I end up regretting?? I ask this question every time loneliness hits me. I don't know why?? Is it because I'm the kind of person that has so many regrets?? Or is it just I expect too much for some situation or for some person?? Yeah expectations = regrets.

What I notice about myself is that I'm good adviser, and yet I cannot advise myself. I advise my friends that don't expect too much blah blah blah, and I always say to them that..

"The more you expect the more you invite hurt and disappointments."

But it seems like I am the one who's always expecting, and ending up in regrets. The feel of regretting is sucks, when I talked to the girl that I like before on Facebook and saw having a boyfriend which is obviously not me, I feel like having a total regrets for not saying to her that i like her. These feelings starting to build when she told me yesterday that:

"Why didn't you ask me before?? I didn't know...I always want to hang out with you back then."

BANG! REGRETS! SPLAT INTO MY FACE!

But now I guess, I learned my lessons well. Do it now what you gotta do or else you'll regret it someday.

I hope, I really learn..

I hope..

BANG!

BANG!

New year people are in hurry to buy a fireworks,
little they know their house will be on fire.
New year 2010 is gone,
whats next?? your fingers gone.

New year peoples say "Its time to change",
but you can change any time.
Pollution, stray bullets, fireworks injury,
is that happy??

New year happy or sad??
Is it new or still the same??

Sadness

Sadness is like a virus, it keeps eating your brain even you don't want to.

I don't want to, but why am i sad??

:(

The second button.

Yesterday when I was going to a friends house preparing myself, and try to wear my favorite polo shirt, I just notice that the second button from the top was missing. Well for us Filipinos it was nothing, but recently I was watching Japanese series, and I notice that there was this scenes that this young Japanese guy wearing a uniform was giving the second button from the top to the girl he likes in school.

Well when I Google it they do this before their High school lives end, in short word "Graduation".
Why is it the second button from the top not from the top itself or below? Well for me I think because it is nearest to the heart, and before the school ends, the girl must know that you like her or care for her.

I'm beginning to stop and think, that someday, somehow another girl will find my second button that I lost that day..

Issue 101

Recently in the Philippines there are issues regarding racism. That is because one Korean actress Ms. Lee Da Hae commented and seems like making fun on the accents of Filipino teachers. Most of us Pinoys reacted too much on that issue, lets ask Mr. Webster whats the meaning of RACISM. :D

rac·ism noun \ˈrā-ˌsi-zəm also -ˌshi-\

Definition of RACISM

1

: a belief that race is the primary determinant of human traits and capacities and that racial differences produce an inherent superiority of a particular race

2

: racial prejudice or discrimination

— rac·ist \-sist also -shist\ noun or adjective

Before we react violently on what Ms. Lee Da Hae said on that television show, lets look ourselves in the mirror first. Most Asian people are racist including Filipinos, and thats the sad truth.

FACTS :

Remember our parents told us when we are young that we will sold to the Bumbays if we become naughty?

Most of us Tagalog speaking people laughed when we heard a Visayan speaks our dialect. And that is because of the accent.

Why is it we are so stereotype regarding Visayans are mostly katulong, that Ilocanos are kuripot or maitim, Pampangos are mayayabang?

Sad to say that most of us calling our brothers in central Luzon "Ita" the ones who has dark skinned and curly hair.

Many of us Filipinos calling Black people "Egoy" when the politically correct term is African American.

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Going to Korean BBQ after assembly

Group pics

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