My Shots No. 9

Up hill

Beachhead

Justapix

Twilight

Regrets

Why is it every time I'm losing someone or I didn't do what I have to do, I end up regretting?? I ask this question every time loneliness hits me. I don't know why?? Is it because I'm the kind of person that has so many regrets?? Or is it just I expect too much for some situation or for some person?? Yeah expectations = regrets.

What I notice about myself is that I'm good adviser, and yet I cannot advise myself. I advise my friends that don't expect too much blah blah blah, and I always say to them that..

"The more you expect the more you invite hurt and disappointments."

But it seems like I am the one who's always expecting, and ending up in regrets. The feel of regretting is sucks, when I talked to the girl that I like before on Facebook and saw having a boyfriend which is obviously not me, I feel like having a total regrets for not saying to her that i like her. These feelings starting to build when she told me yesterday that:

"Why didn't you ask me before?? I didn't know...I always want to hang out with you back then."

BANG! REGRETS! SPLAT INTO MY FACE!

But now I guess, I learned my lessons well. Do it now what you gotta do or else you'll regret it someday.

I hope, I really learn..

I hope..

BANG!

BANG!

New year people are in hurry to buy a fireworks,
little they know their house will be on fire.
New year 2010 is gone,
whats next?? your fingers gone.

New year peoples say "Its time to change",
but you can change any time.
Pollution, stray bullets, fireworks injury,
is that happy??

New year happy or sad??
Is it new or still the same??